Even though we don't have any specifics yet, like what to do with our trailer full of stuff (Sorry, Dad. It's going to be there for a bit longer) or if I should inform the school Judah is enrolled in that he won't be attending, there are so many things God is depositing and confirming in our hearts. One of the biggest things for me is the need to be in the presence of God. To live in and from that place and to be fully dependent on God. I wanted to be so completely lost in His presence that I can't find my way out. One morning, Heidi Baker was teaching and she started out by saying she was the least of these - like when Paul said he was the lowest of the low. At first, I though, "Ah, man. If she is the least I'm leaster than the least." But, then I understood the truth. Heidi Baker is an amazing woman of God who is doing crazy awesome things with and for God. And it is precisely that awesomeness that makes her need the presence God even more - to be so dependent on Him. In the Kingdom of Heaven there is an inverse relationship between your outward greatness and your inward posture. As you accomplish more and more things for the Kingdom your spirit must bend lower and lower and very humble before God. That feels like freedom to me.
Oh, the voice of God is so sweet. I pray that you hear His voice and know that He is for you, that you are the one He loves with an everlasting love.
On a final and most important note, we have become friends with a certain Dr. Johan from South Africa and I promise I'm being discrete, but I have been scheming ways to get him to Columbus, Ohio. You're welcome.
What a fantastic post, Joy! Sounds like things are turning in your world. Isn't it amazing when the words of another can speak to the deepest places in our hearts? LOVE IT!
ReplyDeleteAnd I'll be waiting for my, AHEM, "delivery". Only you, my sweet friend. Only you. :o)
xoxo
Yippee! Love, Dad
ReplyDeleteJoy!!
ReplyDeleteI have to say that i miss you (oh and your family too) like mad!
While i was reading these posts, the presence of God came so thick i had to stop. I was laughing, i was crying and praying. YOU are seriously one tough and amazing woman/mother/lady/part-time blogger.
I love you!
Britt
Joy,
ReplyDeleteYour heart is SO apparent in this update - so full, so loving, and so courageous! More and more... more and more... more and more full of God!